urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:carnivalista carnivalista carnivalista 2008-12-28T18:14:13Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:carnivalista:1753 2008-12-28T18:14:13Z 2008-12-28T18:14:13Z Christmas happened. Well, I don't celebrate it so it was like any other day except no shops were open and trains weren't running. :\ I enjoyed celebrating the days getting longer, however! I spent the day just spinning poi and juggling alone, playing extremely loud hip hop to try and tone down the festiveness of my street. Haha. I don't mind it so much - it's peripheral really. Just another day. <br /><br />Not sure how I'm going to spend the new year... I'm liking the idea of doing some travelling, but on the other hand, I'm really happy in this town so it seems like a crazy idea to aim to go away. I don't want to study, though, or work any other way than selling paintings, or live in a house particularly, but I can actually afford this house even with just my art - so its really too good a thing to pass up! The reasons are my housemates, I love them! There's three of us. All ladies :D<br /><br />So other than that... no clue! I'll just wait and see what happens I think. Living is easy - inhale, exhale... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:carnivalista:285 2008-09-09T21:05:59Z 2008-09-14T18:06:43Z magical! This is kind of...confusing. I'm not sure what I'm doing here, but I have a need to express, that...well I'm gonna express now.<br /><br />Hi. my name is Lily, I'm 19, I live in the East Midlands of the UK. I'm here partly cause I love to write. I love to lyricise. I love to talk. I have a lot to say. . . and no one to say it to. OK maybe I'm a loner. I'm not a recluse, but I don't open up to anyone I know. I'm not sure why but for over a year now, there hasn't been anyone I can talk profoundly and openly with in my life and it bites! man, I just wish I could have one of those girly all-nighters once in a while, and I just mean talking!... or do I!!! :P<br /><br />I wouldn't call myself lonely, I've got a smattering of family, I got me a group of acquaintances and associates but yeah. Deepness, closeness what have you is not there. Its ok. I'm learning to be just me by myself and live in my own head, deal with my own shiz. <br /><br />And all that thinkin' has to go somewhere....<br /><br />so welcome to this journal I guess. :)<br /><br />p.s.<br /><br />friends only. sorry. comments screened. I WILL add you!